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Sore feet

Posted by Oli on Thursday 31st January, 2008

Back in the olden days of years ago, I distinctly remember plaguing my parents with moans about being made to walk far too far and the whole lark giving me sore feet.  Today, after over an hour wandering the shopping centre in Uxbridge (more on which later), I turned to Mum with an enormous smile on my face to declare, “My feet hurt.”

I’ve not done enough walking to make my feet hurt for pretty much as long as I remember.  There must be a time, three or four years ago, when I’ve been on shopping sprees with K in the days of our simple friendship, which ended with me having sore feet, but it really must be that long ago.

In the four-hour wait between tests and seeing the doc at clinic today, Mum and I decided to head off and explore Uxbridge, which is only a few miles down the road from Harefield. We found our way – surprisingly easily – to the main shopping centre and spent a good two hours browsing around and taking things in.  Unfortunately for my bank account, “taking things in” also included “putting things in bags” and since most shops are reluctant to let you bag things up without paying, my wallet came away a fair bit lighter.  That said, my wardrobe is now a fair bit fatter.  Or will be when I make room amongst K’s stuff for my new additions.

Clinic went really well, with my lung function up, weight up, X-ray clearing up nicely, all other obs stable and doing well.  My CRP was up ever-so-slightly, but we think that may be due to the semi-cold I have been suffering this week; it never fully developed but I’ve had the snuffles on and off since Monday.  The doc gave me 2 weeks of oral Zithro to ward off any nasties that may be lurking, but I think it’s unlikely that anything’s going to come of it – it’s more a protection measure than anything else.

The last few days have been such a joy – doing all sorts of things that I haven’t done for ages and just starting to feel normal again.  Today we finally managed to catch up on Christmas with K’s brother, which has been delayed and delayed after my stays in hospital and a combination of them and us not being well enough for us to meet up (bearing in mind I still have to do my best to avoid anyone with colds or bugs).

It was great to see not only them, but their new house too – a 3-storey affair which I’ve now got the lungs and the legs to enjoy a proper tour of.  Not only that, but discovered my fitness levels are also now up to the Nintendo Wii.  Dangerously addictive, that machine.

I think the most amazing thing about the last few days is being able to do things without thinking.  There’s no moment’s pause between the impulse, need or desire to do things and actually getting up to do them.  For so long I’ve been used to working out all the ramifications of what I’m about to do and how much it’ll tire me out, how much O2 I’ll need to take with me, what I need to save my energy for later in the day and everything else.  Now, if I want to do it all I have to think about is whether I have time to. (And possibly whether I can afford to….).

I honestly can’t believe how much my life has totally turned around and the fact that this is only the beginning fills me with the kind of excitement I haven’t known since I was a child.  It feels like the whole world is opening up to me and all I’ve got to do is reach out and grab it.


10 Responses to “Sore feet”

  1. Aimee and mum said

    what a fantastic feeling that must be…enjoy and relish every second x

  2. sandy said

    A big yay for sore feet! Im so glad your enjoying life Oli x

  3. Sue & Mike said

    It cetainly lifts the spirits and puts a smile on the face to read this one Oli! Terrific news.

  4. Bruce said

    My cheap shoes have holes in the soles (*poet*) – they let in water and, more annoyingly, enormous stones.

    So I have sore feet too. That counts, right?

    All great to hear.


  5. Hayley said

    Hi Oli, am enjoying your blog and looking forward to reading it on a daily basis.
    I like the bit about you getting excited about life it is like a new book that you have been dying to read for ages, you get it and can’t wait to get to the next chapter. Keep enjoying your new book of life.
    Hayley, David and Robert xxxxxxx

  6. Emily said

    Beaming from ear to ear reading that 😀


  7. J said

    Hi Oli,
    great to read your news again and it was V.GOOD to see you so well and looking good.
    will call later


  8. Di said

    What a joyful blog. All the simple pleasures that we take for granted (and often don’t appreciate) and which have been beyond your reach for so long. We are just so happy for you. Spring is coming (grass is riz; wonder where the birdies iz … etc) and you’ll be able to be out and about to enjoy it all. Thank God for the care and skill of your hospital team …….

  9. caroline said

    Happy Days

  10. suzie said

    Guessing new trainers will soon be a must with all that foot work 😉

    Great stuff.

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